Blahh blah blahhhhhh... Don't give up (go back »)

I am so bored at the moment.... and frustrated and angry and i dont know why??? grrrrrrrrrr/... Do you find some days you just get up and you think this is gonna be a truly shit day... or you are just angry for no apparent reason.. that is what i felt this morning... and i got enough sleep. so i dont understand. but wateva.  im gonna write a new poem and put it up here.. and its going to be great. i dont know why anyone would find it interesting to read my blog as ya'll dont know me. But for those that do, i hope you find it interesting.. i try lol .  i had this conversation last night with this friend of mine about the weirdest conversation... death, dying..  The truth is im not scared of dying, it useto be something i was terrified of, so scared in fact i didnt like to talk about it. but truth be told everyone hasto die at one stage.  its so terrible if someone comitts suicide because its like they are giving up their life which has been given to them. i understand that sometimes there is no way out.. well it feels like that. but there is always help.  and im getting a major headache so i will just stop there. but after ahwile my friend was like you are too young to even think about dying... and i am .. i have a long way to go....